Valentine Day???

I knew that valentine day is just around the corner. What can i say?? Everybody is having their happiest day in their life(for those who have girlfriend(s)) and i am just wondering what am i going to do. Will i even remember that this day exists?? I don't think so. What's the meaning of this day? Maybe i am just too young enough to really understand the true meaning of this day. However,Michael have invited me today to K-box at ipoh and i am just thinking of fooling around in school by disturbing other couples. Maybe i am too naive.Ok. i will not disturb whoever that is having fun on that day. Yet,i still have to find my entertainment. Is entertainment that important for me?? Can i live without it?? I don't know. In my heart,i know that i can live but still i need entertainment. So,back to valentine's day, maybe i will just be in my room surfing the net and doing some revision if I CAN. I also noticed that in this second sem,my friends all are having girlfriends and not to say that i am jealous because i am not handsome enough YET and i am wondering why they need a girlfriend at this period. Not to say that i want a girlfriend too but i am not that desperate though. For the past few years,i had my own girlfriend and now that i am single again, i have lost track of the meaning of love. I have lost beneath the world of joy and work and forgetting the love is in the air. As i am watching everyone of my friend falling into the cloud of love,i am wondering whether i want to do it or not. You can feel the joy when your friend gets a new girlfriend but can u feel the love when they are in love?? Can U? I don't know man. It's just too complicated. Maybe i will find my way back slowly to understand the true meaning of love and at that time, i will feel the feeling of falling in love.

WAs that an excuse???

The day before i came back,i went out with my friends at times square... After that,when i was on the way to lrt station, i thought of my friend who was free only on saturday due to her work and i did promised her a lot of times that i will take her out and belanja her ice-cream. She was tied to her work as she was very busy with her work even on sunday. So,my promise was not fulfilled and i was very regretful about that and i felt very upset about that. Before this,i had fong fei kei for twice when i called her out. She was very furious at that time and luckily she got her friends with her and she forgave me. Although i still call her "sometimes" but i did not do what i should and i am not a good man. As i was throwing that thought far away from my mind, i was heading into the lrt station when i saw her...... The girl that i fong fei kei and the girl that i promised an ice-cream and the girl that i want to go out with..... At that instant,i was totally stunned.... It was a second glance and i thought that she won't recognise me at that time so i just continued my steps. I had the feeling of turning back and called her name but .... i was speechless and i did not have enough courage to do that.... I cannot believe my eyes the second i saw her and she did not change at all.... She was the old she and i did not have any changes too.... What was the excuse i have??? ... Nothing.... What kind of excuse can i create for myself? I have no idea... Do i deserve to have an excuse? I don't think so.... And she is going to have a bf not long from now as i know or she may already have one ..... But i don't think that she is going to hang out much with her bf as she have work and she is going for national service soon ,March.... But what can i do? ... After a long thought,i decided to stand back and .... i don't know..... i am blur... i am lost .... i am .....

20cents???

It was the last day i will be in kl and i was having dim sum with my family. When the bill comes,my mom was stuned by the results and started asking the dim sum fellow and the dim sum fellow told my mom that if u eat in another restaurant,the price will be double than the price here so my mom was not confident of the answer and asked the dimsum fellow how much each dish cost and was complaining about the price and the dimsum fellow got fed up and told her,"Aunty,these dim sum(s) are not expensive because we only increase the price of each dish by 20cents NIA!!!!" At that moment,my mom was silent but seconds after that she continues to complain and complain and we left that place unpeacefully.

What a FRUSTRATING day With Money$.$ and the F.Seller

This is the second day i stay at home.24JAN. I woke up a 1oam. My grandmother was scolding me for not waking up early for breakfast. I was feeling so lazy and tired that i sat at the living room for few minutes before my mom came back and told us to go shopping. I was feeling NOT anxious at all and it's so sianzzz. My father arrived at home at 2pm. My mom was telling us to change early and wait for her. When she reached home,she was so furious that we are not prepared and she went off to decorate our house. After i had my bath,i called them and told them that i was prepared and we jump up to our Avanza and drove off. After reaching The Store, we find for parking and we were lucky to find one near the entrance. After my parents got out off the car, a seller came to my sister and told her that he is promoting the newest scratch cleaner and were demonstrating when my sister were frightened because she just stepped out from the car and a stranger approached her. What will u feel??? .. If i am in her shoes, I will just ignored him and walked away. I thought he was going to do something "terrible" when he approached my sister because he was carrying something like a toolbox and i am wondering if there is a gun,knife or even a bomb inside XD ... So,my sister saw the "noob" guy and she decided to leave him alone and i quickly catched up with her. After we went in, I and my father went to the guy's department while my mom and sis went to the ladies'department. I bought two shirts and one pants and my father bought pants and two T-shirts and guess the total amount.... RM3++..... I almost fainted after knowing the total amount. After that, we went downstairs to buy drinks and foods. Guess What, my mom bought two box 16tins of carlsberg and one box with 24 tin of guiness. Only this two stuff the amount was Rm256 and my sis were scolding my mom for buying too much alcohols. The total was 4++ including foods and my sis were stil scolding and pissed off. There was noone in the house that will drink alcohols(except ... ME!!!) and only our relatives that will drink three boxes of alcohols. My mom said that she will just buy the "Alcohols" but my sis was still scolding and strongly disagree with my mom because she hates people who drinks. After that, we went out to buy Soya Bean and other drinks when We found out that the price for Carlsberg outside was cheaper than the inside one by 0.88 cents per can. My sis were scolding again for not coming out first and wasted "a lot" of money. There was nothing we can do at that time so we had finished our shopping and headed for our car. When we reached our car,the seller REAPPEARED with his "companions" and was still promoting the scratch cleaner and was wiping our car. My mom feels irritated and keep telling the seller that she had bought the item long time ago and ignored the seller. The seller did not stopped there and walked away but keep on bullshitting until my mom tells him the same thing at a higher,angrier tone and this time the seller was pissed off and walked away. I thought everything would end at that time when one of his "companions" told my mom that the seller was pissed off and keep on PROMOTING... If i were "his companions",i will just walked away quietly and act that the incident did not happen. My mom keeps rejecting him and tell us to go into the car. So,with the seller and "his companions" giving up on us, we were feeling so relieved and i was so pissed off that if i have more people on my side,i will just tell them to FUCKEd off. YouSUCKS!!.... It is a very frustrating day for the whole family and we went back peacefully.

Fucking SHIT!!!!

That is my idiom for the day before i go back for chinese new year..... DAMN!!!!

A Bllaaccckkk CLOUD!!!!!

So,i finally went back to my college. I was a bit shocked when i knew that most of the chinese had moved upstairs. What is left is only three chinese rooms downstairs. Upstairs were almost all chinese rooms and had become a China Town. I was just thinking of staying at my old room when my mom tell me to swift upstairs too. I do not really agree with her but even my roomate said yes so i was left with one choice that is move upstairs. I had to call few malay guys when one said that i can move in so ..... i moved in. The first day was boing like hell as i had nothing to do except playing game. So i will just skip to the next few days because the days i skipped is the same boring days. Monday was the day i hace my first class and i have to rush to register my lab sessions and tutorial sessions. On the monday night, my friend told us to play "game". I was so anxious and cannot wait to play it right away. It was like Genting Highlands. Unfortunately,'my friends' were not on my side. Anyway, i managed to reduced my loss and continue to the second day. On tuesday, i stopped playing because i was too tired and slept late too. Wednesday was not my day too. As i was walking into Genting Highlands, I thought my luck was good that day and i had too much 'friends' with me that made me lost too . It was quite a day as i managed to reduce my loss again and get on to the next day.I will just skip to thursday night as Timmy wants to sleep so i was forced to speed up my typing and i am tired too... Thursday night,the night before i go back home on friday,that is today, i knew that i will continue my lossssss when i lost the first game.. I do not believe my luck and i continued the game. The sky above me was getting dark and my friends were climbing to Mt.Everest while i was falling down from the Tiagara Falls. I continue to play and play and play and play...... UNTIL .... I was swimming in the pool of debt when i almost fall to my tears and I was not eligible to continue the game.. and i was sinking into the pool of debt. That was the last match of my game and i cannot play when i was back home.. At the moment when i was stepping into the pool of debt,the sky above me was already raining and i was striked by the lighting more than 10 times. The feeling of sinking into the pool of debt and striked by lighting was the worst i had. I realized at that time my luck was sucked until the last drop and i feel so helpless at the time. So, the moral story is control yourself and watch the sky above you.

CAn you do The CLeaning?????

So you think you can dance??? It's just the same when you ask yourself can you bear the tiredness of doing the "home"works ALONE??? It's not easy at all.... For me, this is my first job of clening the house. I was required to clean two fans;one in the room and the other one at the living room. I thought the job was going to be extremely easy as i did it before last year. First,you take five chairs and stack it together.Then,you stand on the stack of chairs and for your information, i am scared of height. So, i went up without 'fear' and start cleaning the 1st fan. The dust stick on the wings of the fans like the nail sticking in a piece of wood and i have wipe up the dust with two times my strength. Besides that,my grandma was standing beside the chairs and keep telling me,"Ah Ti,come down la!! ENOugh LAAAA!!!!". It sounds like she is screaming at me and she is stopping me from doing my job. I knew that i was doing it too slow but what to do, i am tired. I used 40 minutes to clean the 1st fan. Although it's tiring,i am very satisfied with the results because the fan was as white as the snowman!! When i was going to take a break,my mom called me and from that second on,i knew that was something wrong. Guess what, i was given the second fan to wipe. DAMN... Although the second fan look cleaner,i thought that my job was easier so i put the chairs on and start cleaning. When i make my first touch on the fan,i realize that this fan is harder to clean than the second one BECAUSE someone cleaned the fan with a dry cloth and the dust stick to the fan and become very dry. When dust become dry like the Sahara, you not only have to apply two times energy and you have to clean the same place for at least 4 times to DESTROY the dust. So,do you think you can do this??? Lucky i have the radio with me in the room so i turn on the radio and continued my job. After cleaning the second fan, i was exhausted and physically tired. Can you guess what i do after cleaning the fan??? I took my laptop,on it,connect to net and I started writing this thing...