Valentine Day???

I knew that valentine day is just around the corner. What can i say?? Everybody is having their happiest day in their life(for those who have girlfriend(s)) and i am just wondering what am i going to do. Will i even remember that this day exists?? I don't think so. What's the meaning of this day? Maybe i am just too young enough to really understand the true meaning of this day. However,Michael have invited me today to K-box at ipoh and i am just thinking of fooling around in school by disturbing other couples. Maybe i am too naive.Ok. i will not disturb whoever that is having fun on that day. Yet,i still have to find my entertainment. Is entertainment that important for me?? Can i live without it?? I don't know. In my heart,i know that i can live but still i need entertainment. So,back to valentine's day, maybe i will just be in my room surfing the net and doing some revision if I CAN. I also noticed that in this second sem,my friends all are having girlfriends and not to say that i am jealous because i am not handsome enough YET and i am wondering why they need a girlfriend at this period. Not to say that i want a girlfriend too but i am not that desperate though. For the past few years,i had my own girlfriend and now that i am single again, i have lost track of the meaning of love. I have lost beneath the world of joy and work and forgetting the love is in the air. As i am watching everyone of my friend falling into the cloud of love,i am wondering whether i want to do it or not. You can feel the joy when your friend gets a new girlfriend but can u feel the love when they are in love?? Can U? I don't know man. It's just too complicated. Maybe i will find my way back slowly to understand the true meaning of love and at that time, i will feel the feeling of falling in love.