New Life??? New Place??? NEW???

Since i left my old school,i kept thinking about it but i did not do anything about it anyway. After i moved on to national service,i did the same thing and till now i am still doing the same thing. I just don't understand why i did not contact my old friends and have a gathering then? I am just confused. Although now i still keep in touch with my friends with msn or gtalk or phone,for me, it is just not enough for me and i think that i should do something. So,what i did is messaging them and the results? Dude, you don't wanna know. It's not considered sad but some of them have already left the country and some of them is going the same way too. As for my old school,there are more malays than chinese. So,most of my malay friends have further studies at aboard and they are just having a nice time there. Anyway,how am i going to contact them? I have no idea. Do you think that friendster is sufficient? No. If some of you have girl/boyfriend overseas,better watch them carefully as they have more space there and can do anything they like without you noticing. Back to the topic,as most of my upper secondary school friends going to leave the country, i am left with no choice but to wait for them to come back. Although we have gatherings last time,the duration of it was not sufficient and we separate after having a movie or a bowling match. Ok. For the lower secondary school,that time i am still very young and from form three till now, it is already 4 years and i have almost forgot the most of their names but i still recognizes their faces. I regretted the most is when i am in the lower secondary as at that time, i have the best experience i have as form 1 till form 3 is three years where form 4 till form 5 is only two years. The experience i had in lower secondary was invaluable and i remebered all the trainings,scoldings,firing,mistakes,fun,joy,love,fines and that is the most free times for me actually. I really enjoyed it. At the time,i tried everything i can from running,stealing,scolding,flying,beating,flirting,eating and more. I just cannot forgot that time but that time is also the time when i have the most arguing with my mom as i reach home every day late as i was busy with activities and i was very committed. So,now i am in a new school,with new friends and with no old friends that i have known, i am feeling a bit bored still but now that i have get used to the people here with all kinds of attitudes and faces,actually there is no difference with my upper and lower secondary school. I still have my friends,i still can enjoy myself but there is a limit where i must stop and start focusing in my work. The thing that i regret the most is that i have almost,considered lost contact with my old friends and that is not good actually. So,what i hope the most now is that i keep in touch with my old friends and gather with them when they come back...............