Thursday, March 26, 2009

Pain??..... >.<

What is pain? We always say that pain is what we feel? but is it true?... tired is a kind of pain?? needles is a kind of pain? operation is a kind of pain? ... What u know about pain??? I can tell u that u have not feel the real pain. I just feel the real pain in my heart today. Still the pain is not in my heart. It is physical pain. Physical pain sucks. If u think that falling down on the floor in a kind of pain,that is just some ant-biting pain. The real pain is still far ahead. I was in that room when the pain comes. The shining silver monster with the two fearless hands went to me without hesitation and i feel like being dip in the hot,burning volcanoe rocks. I wanted to shout but the energy left inside me was not sufficient and i used the energy to hold back all the pain. I will not tell u what the pain is all about but i think that u can figure that out.... soon. The pain was burning in my face and my heart but i just do not have enough energy to fight against the pain. After the pain is gone,i was taken out from the volcanoe but the effects lives in me. What is lucky is that a transparent thing was put on me and i feel the relief for a while but it does not stop there. The pain continues as the cold,shivering,chilling liquid was flowing on me and the pain comes and i can tell u the pain is kind of pain where your leg have a big wound bleeding when someone accidentally pour a cup of salt into the wound. What will u feel??? Pain of course!!!!.... I hope that i will recover from this exp in a short period as it really makes me realise what the real feeling of pain is .... Although the pain of a bullet coming through my heart is not tested yet.....