WAs that an excuse???

The day before i came back,i went out with my friends at times square... After that,when i was on the way to lrt station, i thought of my friend who was free only on saturday due to her work and i did promised her a lot of times that i will take her out and belanja her ice-cream. She was tied to her work as she was very busy with her work even on sunday. So,my promise was not fulfilled and i was very regretful about that and i felt very upset about that. Before this,i had fong fei kei for twice when i called her out. She was very furious at that time and luckily she got her friends with her and she forgave me. Although i still call her "sometimes" but i did not do what i should and i am not a good man. As i was throwing that thought far away from my mind, i was heading into the lrt station when i saw her...... The girl that i fong fei kei and the girl that i promised an ice-cream and the girl that i want to go out with..... At that instant,i was totally stunned.... It was a second glance and i thought that she won't recognise me at that time so i just continued my steps. I had the feeling of turning back and called her name but .... i was speechless and i did not have enough courage to do that.... I cannot believe my eyes the second i saw her and she did not change at all.... She was the old she and i did not have any changes too.... What was the excuse i have??? ... Nothing.... What kind of excuse can i create for myself? I have no idea... Do i deserve to have an excuse? I don't think so.... And she is going to have a bf not long from now as i know or she may already have one ..... But i don't think that she is going to hang out much with her bf as she have work and she is going for national service soon ,March.... But what can i do? ... After a long thought,i decided to stand back and .... i don't know..... i am blur... i am lost .... i am .....

20cents???

It was the last day i will be in kl and i was having dim sum with my family. When the bill comes,my mom was stuned by the results and started asking the dim sum fellow and the dim sum fellow told my mom that if u eat in another restaurant,the price will be double than the price here so my mom was not confident of the answer and asked the dimsum fellow how much each dish cost and was complaining about the price and the dimsum fellow got fed up and told her,"Aunty,these dim sum(s) are not expensive because we only increase the price of each dish by 20cents NIA!!!!" At that moment,my mom was silent but seconds after that she continues to complain and complain and we left that place unpeacefully.